Today...tomorrow…

...don’t give me the smile, don’t give me your love, don’t give me the look, don’t give me your joys and hardships…

...I cannot carry them…

...they’re all killing me….
...but I cannot runaway from you...no...I cannot runaway from myself...

...I cannot find myself either or I don’t have the courage…
...I’m losing myself ...
...today it was harder… deeper… more painful …

...tomorrow it will be better...

...the soul...
…the soul, he itself won’t last until tomorrow…

...my thought has hushed… but my soul keeps screaming …

...I don’t know why …

...and I am too blind too know…that I don’t know…

...I’d like to die for a moment and be born without today ….

By Anna

Forget me

...forget me...
...I cannot love you and if I would in the end I’d hate you...
...my heart is dead but it still beats...
...and my soul is struggling in pain and chaos...
...it’s torn apart...
...the pain...
...more harsh than death itself...
...not even life recognize me anymore...
...I’m tired of hoping, of fighting...
...life’s running… even the light within me is running...
...I’d heading towards the darkness, falling down...but always free...
...forget me...
...one day you shall forget that I’ve forgotten you...
...I’ve hurt you, I’ve hurt myself...
...but you exist...
...from time to time I shall exist as well...

By Anna